| someone incredibly down and about to give up |
[Sep. 9th, 2009|09:40 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | boyf, love | ] |
| [ | stranded at/in/on |
| | Manila, Manila | ] |
| [ | mi modo |
| |  loved | ] |
| [ | musica |
| | my mood should be more like loving | ] |
made me want to stick around with our relationship (yes, with the boyf), even more. Honestly...I was pretty much inching up to the edge of the cliff - about to give up. Something about what this person said, about things going downhill once you start thinking that you could be happy with someone else, and me trying to find something to answer to that. And then it hit me, well, not really, but well, I suddenly remembered what it felt like, those time with him. They really were different. Made every other interaction, I don't know...a little less. I don't know. I wouldn't want to be a relationship freak/obssessive person...but really, things are different with him.
just LUUUUUUUUUUUUURVE it. him, included. Thank you Lord, for this opportunity. And I'll pray for him (that person), that he also be given the chance with his special person.
ciao. |
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| I felt like |
[Sep. 9th, 2009|01:43 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | buddhi | ] |
| [ | stranded at/in/on |
| | Manila, Manila | ] |
| [ | mi modo |
| |  pensive | ] |
| [ | musica |
| | again silence no one snores at 7L | ] |
ranting a lot awhile ago. I like doing stuff for other people, but one of the things that ticks me off is being made to do stuff that I hadn't originally volunteered for, like laboratory report parts and secret birthday stuff. I guess him and I are both selfish sometimes (working on it). I would've filled this page with another pathetic post, but it seems the annoyance has dissipated. And maybe the fact that it's almost 2 am has something to do with that.
Makes me wonder, now that I've been reminded of the time...Why can't I stay up doing schoolwork, ha? Like I said (earlier relating to my iron stomach), it's in the conditioning. Go go go. Kayanin mo, at ano ba...andaming nasa likod mo.
not so pathetic after all.
ciao |
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| it's been awhile |
[Sep. 8th, 2009|03:33 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | memory | ] |
| [ | stranded at/in/on |
| | Manila | ] |
| [ | mi modo |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | musica |
| | the aircon humming | ] |
yes, according to my dashboard, it's been about 43 weeks. I guess I haven't been longing to claim a piece of the web solely for blogging - facebook, multiply, and other social networking sites have been keeping my attention for quite awhile. But after reading some randome guy's (actually he turned out to be a schoolmate) blog , I became nostalgic for html pages with just plain text...with rants, shoutouts, trivial information on my life as it's highlights.
wahahahahahaha
the internet leads to such egocentricity.
naaaaaaaaaaaah it's not all that bad, if you look at it this way, it actually chronicles life in one of the most accurate ways possible, because what do we ever do most of the time in this technology-ridden world? log-in, type, blog. boom (I've taken a liking to that word, make that interjection - ay tama ba haha). I'll be reading my old entries and older blogs soon wheeeeeeee I'll be tripping down memory lane haha
ciao
still not ready for CCP, haven't taken a bath, and my voice isn't in top shape wheeeeee bahala na |
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| be weird |
[Nov. 7th, 2008|01:12 pm] |
due to my lack of technological skills...I have to settle for an easier alternative to making a totally cool site...sayang..I already had a name in mind...beweird.com...hahahahahaha
so I resolve to inject weirdness in even a little way possible...hahahaha
be weird:wear your best dress to sleep
photo by Justin Cooper, taken from weheartit.com
I will revive this hot hot blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!:p
ciao!:D |
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| a revelation |
[Aug. 3rd, 2008|06:31 pm] |
i will be who i want to be.
go me!:D
ciao!
p.s.
i promise, this blog will be put to regular use from now on.
hot hot heat! |
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| rlwkhnsknm;flemqmlm |
[Jan. 14th, 2007|09:35 pm] |
that sucks
that just sucks
if you don't need it...don't pine for it
sheesh
sheeeeeeeeeesh
i might have to right a book about this..hahahaha...ngeh...........:p
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"experts are many where facts are few" |
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| another one |
[Jan. 7th, 2007|03:51 pm] |
GOTH
Do u wear black eyeliner?
--i dont wear make-up outside..but i put some and play around at home
How much black clothing do u own?
--a lot..
Do u think about death often?
--at times
Do u want to die?
--uh...i actually want to die young sometimes..but i want to experience LIFE first
Are u a social outcast?
--i don't think so
Are u pale?
--uhhh..not so much now
Do you like Hot Topic?
--i don't know what that is..hehe..so that means i'm not a goth..hehe
SKATER
Can u skateboard?
--not really
How often do u go into Vans?
--i don't have a pair yet..hehe
What's ur sneaker brand?
--converse and nike
Do u do stupid stuff with ur friends?
--haha..
Do u listen to the bands who are
considered "posers"?
--like simple plan? eww no
How many tattoos do u have?
--nada..i want one on mih neck..haha
PREP
How often do u say the word "like"?
--i used to say that a lot
Do u shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?
--yeah, i've got a few shirts..hehe
Are the A&F models hot?
--uhh..i dont think so
How many purses do u own?
--just a few
Is lip gloss a must?
--nah
How often do u wear makeup?
--not really
Haveu ever said "Oh my gosh"?
--haha..i'm trying to stop that habit
Are u a cheerleader?
--not that i have a club but yeah
HIPPIE
Is your hair long?
--it was before
Are u a vegetarian?
--not really
Do u own a tye dye shirt?
--yeah, i did it myself with my sis
Do u want peace?
--not just..i want world peace..hehe
Have u ever made a peace sign with ur
two fingers?
--haha..when im in the mood to act like a japanese tourist
GANGSTA
Do u own "bling bling"?
--eww
Do u like rap?
--eww
How about hip-hop?
--eww
Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in
the world?
--let him rest in peace man
What do u think about afros?
--no thanks..haha
Have u ever said 'fo shizzle'?
--nah
How about 'oh, snap son'?
--ngeh
FRAT
How often do u get drunk?
--dont drink
What's the point of getting drunk
anyway?
--forgetting, escaping your problems
EMO
How often do u cry?
--haha i'm a crybaby..hehe
Do u have an acoustic guitar?
--we have at home
Are u emotional?
--i am..plus i'm moody..hehe
Do people understand u?
--yeah..but sometimes i'm too malabo..haha
Do u write ur own songs?
--hahaha yeah
JOCK
Do u play any sports?
--volley, bbl, table tennis, badmin..trying to learn tennis..i hate swimmng though
How important are they to you?
--very..exercise..fun..
Do u pick on the geeky kids?
--no haha
What do u think about football?
--kinda rough for me..w8..american or like soccer?soccer yeah!
Are u considered a bully by anyone?
--ohhhhhhh...they call me that at school...but just fr fun..haha
c janellahhh kaya?!?!?!?!:o at sarahhh at angelicahhh..haha
cge na emo na nga tlga..haha |
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| survey |
[Jan. 7th, 2007|03:46 pm] |
1. Which is your favorite color out
of: red, black,
blue, green or yellow?
man..why no purple..black and yellow i guess
2. Your first initial?
M :D
3. Your birth month?
July
4. Which color do you like more, black
or white?
bleck..hehe
5. Name of a person of the same sex as
yours:
foxy cleopatra
6. Your favorite number?
13
7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?:
i havnt flown..ive driven once..hehe..but id really like to fly
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean
more?
hmm..ocean
9. Think Of A Wish (a realistic one).
1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is
full of love.
Black - You are conservative and
aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you
are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love
kisses and
affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person
and give
good advice to those who are down.
2. If you're initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and
friendships in your
life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the
maximum &
your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your
future love life
looks very good.
3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well
for you and you
will discover that you fall in love
with someone
totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong
love relationship
that will not last long but the
memories will last
forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year
and will
experience a major life-changing
experience for the
good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be
great, but
eventually you will find your soul
mate.
4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a
different
direction, it
will seem hard at the time but will be
the best thing
for you, and you will be glad for the
change.
[true]White: You will have a friend who
completely
confides in you and would do anything
for you, but
you may not realize it.
5. This person is your best friend.
6. This is how many close friends you
have in your
lifetime.
7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure
Driving: You are a laid back person.
8.. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends
and your lover
and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to
please
people.
9. This wish will come true only if
you repost this
with "Emotion Test" as the subject
man this is lame..haha...foxy is my best friend?!what..hahaha |
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| :p |
[Nov. 26th, 2006|11:40 pm] |
| [ | stranded at/in/on |
| | mars | ] |
| [ | mi modo |
| |  waha | ] |
| [ | musica |
| | nothing in this world...da-da-da-da | ] |
next time n lng ung ibang parts..kktmad..time to sleep...ciao |
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| my fil LT...r&r please...sorry its only in fil...ill probably translate it when i have the time..hah |
[Nov. 26th, 2006|11:36 pm] |
| [ | mi modo |
| |  bleh | ] |
JAVAH STRIP part 1
Ni Maria Angela S. Dealino
"Gian ang harang mo talaga, pakita naman o, akin naman yan ah", protesta ni Eldrine.
"Gusto mo mamatay?!”, dagdag pa ni Eron.
Eto na naman ang ating mga bida, nakababad sa harap ng laptop ni Eldrine. Mageeleven o-clock na nga pero heto pa sila't “nag-reresearch". Sa totoo, hindi Bio HW o kung ano mang HW ang pinagkakabaalahan ng ating mga Pisay dormers, ano pa nga bang hahanapin ng mga binata gamit ang computer sa ganitong oras?
"Tumahimik naman kayo, di ako makatulog", bulong ni Reindeer. Di gaanong nakikisali sa kalokohan tong si Reindeer.
"Hehehe...Reindeer, di ka talaga makakatulog, tignan mo ‘tong nahanap naming site", sabay turo ng bumubungisngis na Gian sa screen.
Eto talagang si Gian, madalas siya ang may pakana ng kalokohan ng magkakaibigan.
Itim at pula na pache-pache ang background ng site, paulit-ulit na lumilitaw ang mga salitang "ENTER and ENJOY ". Isa pala itong link, link papunta sa kalokohan. Kung ano-ano talaga ang nalalaman ni Gian.
Kakaiba ang layout ng bumukas na site na naka-link. Mayroon lamang isang window na halatang para sa isang video at text na “JAVAH STRIP”. Walang nagsasalita o humihinga sa paghihintay. Una nilang nakita ang isang babae na binabalutan ng itim na kumot. Ang ganda ng mukha nito sa close-up, maputi, mapula ang labi, mapangakit ang mga mata. Nakaupo ito sa isang kamang pula. Grabeh, iba na ang aura. Dahan-dahan nitong linabas ang kanang kamay na hinila ang itim na tela hanggang ma-expose ang kalahati ng nagtatago nitong katawan sa ilalim. Napanganga ang apat. Dahan-dahan itong tumayo at lumapit sa kung sino mang nagvivideo. Nang naka-close up na ito, linapit pa niya lalo ang kanyang labi, parang may ibubulong.
"Magbabayad silang lahat"
Bago man sila makareact nagblanco ang screen. Napasigaw ang lahat malibang kay Eldrine.
"Ano ba, napindot niyo siguro yung monitor-off button", sabay tawa ni Eldrine.
"Eron, grabeh, naglalaway ka pa ata, punasan mo nga bibig mo" biro ni Gian.
"Heh!Gusto mo na talaga mamatay?!" sagot ni Eron.
Masaya at nagbibiruan na silang lahat ng biglang magsalita si Reindeer.
"Di ba kayo nagtataka, ano yung sinabi niyang magbabayad silang lahat?" tanong nito.
"Haha.. baka di nagbabayad yung mga costumer nun..wahahahaha" hiyaw ni Gian
"Hehe...ang exciting pala nun, di na nga ako magdoDota masyado, may iba na pala akong pwedeng puntahan na site" sabi ni Eldrine sa kanyang sarili.
itutuloy... |
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| rantings.. |
[Nov. 26th, 2006|11:27 pm] |
I am so sleepy..so what am i doing staying up late and blogging...hahaha..wla lng..tom our has to be up in pigtails again....AGAIN....i have to look stupid again for the next few days..jke lng..actually the look is just ok...but im havng problems gettng my hair all dry before i "fix" it....tying your wet hair destroys your hair...well that's my philosophy..ngeh...the weekend was so short...and i was still kinda irritable...ang sama ko n tlga...kelangn ko magconfess...sna wlang ippgwa masyado s comsci..i am so not ready for any kind of test...well..that's what happens when your teacher doesnt exactly teach that much...sinama ko p c sir s kwento ko s fil...i wasnt expectng that...but i had to find a solution to that horror story..hehehe..ill post it here...hehehe...please r&r..its in Filipino...sorry...fil requirement...i kind of had a hard time..but at least i pulled through...cge...antok n ko...ciao..:D |
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| 'ornblkra...wla lng...hoinhkwehnlk |
[Nov. 12th, 2006|03:07 pm] |
wah wah wah
nkuha n nmin report cards the other week, and guess what...i made it to the top 1o...but my average got even lower...dang....pano b.......pero wla lng...life's been fun..ntapos n lhat ng stressful activities...ay paskorus p pla...una..ung fair...tpos PJ...tpos ung concert..hahaha...i love paramita!baet ng guitarist...gave me an ibanez paul gilbert pick..waha..i have no idea who those people are....hahahaha...ano b...wla lng...ang peaceful ng week n to...konti lng HWs so far...hehehehe....sumobra n nman balance ko.....argh...argh.....grrrrrrrrr...oh well...di ko macontrol pagtxt ko....waha..o cge...knina p ko naguupdate ng comsci blog..kc asar...1.75 n lng ako dun.....x_____w..kelangn n magDL s 4th qtr...hehehe...cge...ciao..:D
waha..i just realized...i dont really like animals...but ive been associated to a lot..hahaha
dog/cat-str
duck(rubber ducky)-adelfa nickname
baboy-gusto ko ng baboy
baka-ay baka!
corny..hahaha...cge n...ciao ulet |
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| ENT ENT ENT..jke lng..hahaha |
[Sep. 30th, 2006|07:18 pm] |
| What Your Underwear Says About You | 
You've washed your underwear so many times, you don't know what color it used to be.
You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way. |
waha...funny...hahaha...i just prntd the battle of the bands poster fr samapi....grabeh..........ink nmn mauubos n..hahaha..gus2 ko p nga magprint ng pic n adam lazzara...pero wag n...pag nagrefill n lng uli...ahahaha...which reminds me..aayusn ko locker ko..i saw ths old article frm candy..candycan..ung lockers inaayos..tpos wla..hehe...finals ng uaap ngaun..mas mganda kung may 3rd game...hahaha...kain ako ng kain..srap lunurin s gravy ung chicken..lalo n pag KFC..hahaha...halata b ung ENT ENT?jke lng un..hahahaha...ATA...:p..may problem ako nung weekend..tpos linakad n lng nmin s ulan..hahaha..masarap mkpagusap s friends..tpos sabi n sir tafaleng wag kayo magpaulan..ayaw kong may ngaabsent s class ko..hahahaha..kc may str the next day..tpos nssuspend ung classes...yipee...shoot..im not happy n maraming nasalant ng bagyo...it does translate to a few more days of rest for us..pero sobra ung bagyong un...ang saya nung brownout...we had nothng to do but share each others company...kay saya!hahahaha..tpos ntulog ako ng maaga...yes..ttangkad n ko..yihee..o cge n...kelangn ko p magpost 1o times s comsci blog....blag.....ayoko n..wahahahaha...cge...hehehe...waha..cute c chris tiu..hahaa..may bkas p..ciao..:D |
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| wag mag paasa |
[Sep. 27th, 2006|09:47 pm] |
ayoko mag paasa
di ako nagpapaasa...
asa asa asa
wla na kong pag-asa
ciao..:P
ENT..ahahhaha..ENT ENT ENT ENT..hahhaha |
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| adam lazzara... |
[Sep. 23rd, 2006|09:08 pm] |
waha....addicting...hahahahahahaa
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 16th, 2006|01:10 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | secret...haha | ] |
| [ | stranded at/in/on |
| | secret | ] |
| [ | mi modo |
| |  waha..nkktwa ung avatar..haha | ] |
| [ | musica |
| | secret | ] |
may naisip n kong paraan para may kwenta ang aking mga isinusulat dto..wahha..straight tagalog..hahaha..ill do what sir alfer does for our impromtu speeches..he makes us pick from strips of paper questions that we have to talk about durng the whole time were made to speak..wahaha..ganun n lng..pra msaya..haha..only problem is..what kind of questions do i make up?oh well..im bound to have at least a few sane ideas by the next time i post..hehe..cge..ingat..ciao!:D
im in your room
is this turning you on?
am i turning you on?
are you turned on?
im on the corner of your bed
are you turned on?
waha..wla lng..hehe |
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| decide for yourself.. |
[Sep. 16th, 2006|12:49 pm] |
humanities week did not go by without me crying every single day..for various reasons...argh..i was just so stressd..no one wanted to listen..they kept makng me sing..my voice was beginning to grow hoarse..after the end of it..what do i have..a bag with red paint on it..argh..prang may tagos..hehe..tpos that annoyng prom and proper thng..that got people so hooked on to the idea of the prom...and wah..that they should have dates..mas masaya nman tlga stag ah....eh...kc..bsta..and now ths week..i think i faild my socsci quiz..because i want able to brng my ntbk..i really dont thnk im learning nin socsci..its all so boring..argh..its not having a good effect on me..that take a lot of notes have a kind of codigo thng ma'ams making us do...wah...and then there was str...and what made me more badtrip was the fact that sir was so masungit...di ko nga muna cya kkauspn..bka sigwan nia ko...wah...tpos kulang kulang p ung rrl nmin..wah..di ko n alam ggwin..earlier ths week though..i was havng fun..kc nung lumabas kmi pra mag UP lib..grabeh..saya..nkkbliw ksma cna ian, aldrine, popo at reinier..haha..what a combo..buti my dad didnt really flare up even if we got to pisaqy really late..and he hadnt known pla where i had come from..kala ko kc c nanay ssundo..anyway..i might've been ulta moody last week because i had..ok hndi pla last week..yesterday..and the days before..haha..but im fine now..just a little tired..i still have to do chem..and study pra nman may pag-asa p ko magDL.hhe..project runway p..ill help n lng in actually styling the thng..since i think they already have ideas nd stuff..sna next yr may ganto ult..ccgurduhn kong mkkuha n nmin models cna sir tafaleng at sir mardan..wahaha..ang labo..hay..wla lng..i am so crushless now....WAHAHA...buti n lng..ok nga eh..kundi mas marami p cgurong mga problema..thatsa how it is nman when you have a crush..ypu get badtrip because of your crush..tpos panget n..hahaha...viva la crushless people..viva el stags!wahahaha..panget ko tumula..pero salamat kay jk alam ko n kung pano magtugma..hahaha..i even wrte a short poem whle studyng my p6 book..weird..pero ok n rn..haha..mganda cyang outlet ng inis o galit cguro..prang pagnagddraw..ang sakt n ng hands ko..wah ang taglish..i have to start speakng again in straight/fluid..wahahaha...straight english..hahaha..no kidney!!!wahahahha..beerkada..haha..cguro ang labo n nto..:p..sobra n nman cguro smart line bill ko...oh wellllll..pero seryoso..ill be more strict about uhh...my textng..pag sobra n s allowed for the day..i have to stop..kht cno p kausap ko..pero bka may exceptions...haha..labo..hehe..cge..ang sakt ng position ko n to hbang nagttype..sumasagi kamay ko..ang hirap abutn..di niyo cguro mpicture..:p..cge n..wah...ciao...:p |
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| mamayana.....whahahah |
[Aug. 18th, 2006|09:11 pm] |
wahaha..not much actual progress with our ramayana..i mean..its still...all over the place..pero at least...ung narrators..were actually practicing/meeting/doing somthng now..hehehe..ntakot ako kay ma'am bernal knina..pero funny rin in some way..hehe..sir alfer...under!!:p..jke lng..hehehe..wah..so un..we divided the "directing" of stanzas that the narrators are supposed to read..hehehe..ang saya panoorn cla magperform..nkkaliw ung..o destroyer of the house of koshala!wow...talented mga pisay..hahah..ack..di ako mkkattend ng practice nmin s sunken garden..awwww..bonding time rn un..pero wla akong piano ths week..wahahahaha..ill be out practicing tom the whole day..hehe.sna may ibang classes bkas s pisay..pra masaya..prang school day...n hndi...wah..labo...hahahaha..im really feelng happy now..hehe..good vibes about everythng..im not even worrying about my chem post-quarter..and i should be...deh..just preparing..not worrying..:p..cge...naiins n kpatd ko..de..baet yan..pero stop n ko..hahaah..ciao..:D |
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